It occurs to me that there are some storys and parables that have been lost to this world. i will write what i remember here and will tell what i can to the children, for they are truly the future. they are capable of change, no matter what thier origins are.

The North Wind and the Sun

one day the north wind and the sun were having an discution as to who was the most powerful.
"i can uproot trees! i can move mountains!" blustered Wind
"ahh but i can make those trees grow." said the Sun
it was then that Wind spied a man walking alot the road below. "i'll make you a wager Sun, we'll see who can make that man take off his coat. Whoever succeeds is the most powerful."
"i see..." but before the sun could say another word the wind starded to blow battering and abusing the poor man below. but no matter how hard Wind blew the man clutched his coat tighter around him.
Soon Wind blew himself out an Sun stepped up for his turn.
Sun smiled warmly at the man his love warming the man's bones. Soon the man started to sweat and took off his jacket as he walked along the road.
Sun had won. His love and kindness proved to be more powerful than Wind's force and cruelty.
~REIKI~

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I have just had a fairly jarring experience. I was take to see none other than Mataron, the voice of the One. He told me things I already knew about myself ..But also unlocked memories I never knew I had.
He also said that my Love was an illusion. That I didn't really betray anyone. Whatever the truth to the fact of my Love's existence there is one part of that statement with which I vehemently disagree.
My Love was real to me when I betrayed the Cause, and therefore my actions are true.
however I have learned it is useless to argue with Avatars of any type.
I pledged myself to the Cause of the One, something I thought I had already done.
something else bothers me ... I was left in mid air to fall, like a fledgling pushed from a nest. As I fell I knew I could easily escape...Something I had done before..I know I have but I can't remember what it is. Its like something is blocking my knowledges. Possibly it is the One? Maybe I was to fall and learn to fly at such a height as a lesson in humility?
I don't respond very well to such attempts. I find it offensive at best that someone thought I should be tested. I am Honourable I have never lied, not even before...But I suppose rituals are important.
I was granted a vision I have yet to completely understand, a fleet (or possible a flock? Ha ha) of black winged angels.
A word came to me as I viewed the Angels ... "Thanos" I'm not sure why it came to me perhaps I will go to the library ..And actually go inside this time..And research some of the older texts.

~REIKI~