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I have just had a fairly jarring experience. I was take to see none other than Mataron, the voice of the One. He told me things I already knew about myself ..But also unlocked memories I never knew I had.
He also said that my Love was an illusion. That I didn't really betray anyone. Whatever the truth to the fact of my Love's existence there is one part of that statement with which I vehemently disagree.
My Love was real to me when I betrayed the Cause, and therefore my actions are true.
however I have learned it is useless to argue with Avatars of any type.
I pledged myself to the Cause of the One, something I thought I had already done.
something else bothers me ... I was left in mid air to fall, like a fledgling pushed from a nest. As I fell I knew I could easily escape...Something I had done before..I know I have but I can't remember what it is. Its like something is blocking my knowledges. Possibly it is the One? Maybe I was to fall and learn to fly at such a height as a lesson in humility?
I don't respond very well to such attempts. I find it offensive at best that someone thought I should be tested. I am Honourable I have never lied, not even before...But I suppose rituals are important.
I was granted a vision I have yet to completely understand, a fleet (or possible a flock? Ha ha) of black winged angels.
A word came to me as I viewed the Angels ... "Thanos" I'm not sure why it came to me perhaps I will go to the library ..And actually go inside this time..And research some of the older texts.

~REIKI~